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{October 12, 2009}   Conservatives want to edit bible.

I got one question. How on gods green earth do you edit the bible. Editing the bible is like rearranging ones religion. What in the world are they going to call this new religion they are trying to pass off here. Makes no sense to me, but to be honest it really doesn’t surprise me this has been going on for many moons I am sure.

The oldest surviving Hebrew bible manuscripts date to about 2nd century bc (Fist day of 200 bc- 101 bc). There is no way you are going to tell me that that manuscript is the same as the one worshipped today. The books to day are reworded and formed to suit some purpose beyond me.

The New testament dates back to 1st and 2nd century ad. How does that make sense. That was years after Jesus’ death and resurrection.  How can anyone person know exactly how that went about without being there to record the events.

It has been brought to my attention some stories have been proven truth from the bible. Archeologist find certain proof here and there, but I am not saying they are wrong. I am not saying the bible is wrong. What I am saying is how do we know it isn’t altered and fixed around to not be the same views as god? How do we know god isn’t up there going what the hell is wrong with ya’ll lookin at that dumbass book that many man have written whome have nothing to do with me???

I have heard the speech also wondering why god hasn’t destroyed this earth for the sins being commited on earth. He caused the great flood and destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah why not now? And I do have an argument for that. Even with Sodom and Gomorrah he tried to find the good in those cities. Their was none. Just Lot. And he rescued Lot and sent the angels out to tell him to leave the city and not look back. To me that proves there is still good here on earth. Good things happen everyday.



{October 9, 2009}   TGIF

Where did you meet the last male you texted?
Through my parents.
Will this weekend be a good one?
I doubt it..

How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Still tired..
Is this year the best year of your life?
I doubt it ver seriously.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
A one point or another.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Gas.

Will tomorrow be good?
I doubt it. 

Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?
Yep isn’t there always.
Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
Always.
What was the last thing you hid?
Nothing that Iknow of.

Have you ever hugged someone for over a minute?
Yes
What are you doing at 3:00pm tomorrow?
Getting ready to get kids off the bus.
Your ex calls you to tell you they hate you, what would you say?
LOL solves a lot of problems.
Who did you last share a bed with?
My husband.
What is the closest yellow thing to you?
Yoohoo can
First thing that comes to mind when you hear the word summer?
Sun and water.
Who was your last text from and what did it say?
My sister, lol

What is something you are looking forward to within the next two months?
my little boy turning four. And my middle girl turning 10.
Any regrets this year?
Yes.

Who last held your hand?
My son.

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Sure is.

What about a guy?
Yes
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
Jeans.

How many chances do you tend to give people before enough is enough?
Way too damn many.
Is it okay to kiss people if you’re single?
Yes

What did you do last night?
watch house with hubby .
Are you currently in a relationship?
married.

Are you happy about this situation?

Yea

Have you ever started off on the wrong foot with someone?
yep

Who was the last person you got in a big argument with?
prolly my sister.

What song is currently stuck in your head?
I don’t remember the title or who does it but the lyrics go like this:

I am too young to feel this damn old…

Who are you thinking of right now?
Hootie he has a grooming apt today.
What state are you from?
Virginia
Wishing to talk to someone?
yes.

What time is it?
7:46



{October 8, 2009}   Blue Willow

Deborah Smith. She is the author of this book that I also got at a second hand store. Awesome book. Very long, but I absolutly loved it. She is great at detail and has an awesome mind. This story very easily could have been a true story.

It is about a young girl named Lily and a young man named Artemas. All of their lives their fates have been crossed together. From the begining. She comes from a very poor family whom lives on a farm. Her family has worked for his family for some time. He comes from a higher class family, but his family is built on secrets and lies and bad reputations. From a young age he is put with the responsibility of taking care of his siblings. All through their lives even though they end up farther and farther apart they never lose site of eachother and corospond with each other and bare eachothers burdens. Until a horrible accident leaves them at war with one another. They must over come the burdens their families are putting them through and undraw the battle lines.

Blue Willow takes place in the time period of early ’60′s to mid 90′s in Georgia. It does a wonderful job of showing you the time changes and expectations that was Georgia in the time. It shows that when all the odds are against you, you can over come anything with a little trust and comunication.



{October 7, 2009}   Lily of The Valley

I recently got this book from a local second hand store. It wasn’t the most facinating book in the world. It left out a lot of details that I felt should have been shared. It is about a young woman who falls in love with a struggling blind man. He has been through many surgeries that have not worked. The girl is the daughter of a local minister that feels that she can get throught to the man to go for one more break through surgery. In her struggles to get him to go through with the surgery she falls in love with him and he with her. But it never really explains how and when they fall in love. It skips around a lot of things and eventually they end up married. Their marriage struggles where they yet again skip around alot and are very vague on how they get to certain point. Good book, but very boreing. Hard to get through.



{August 17, 2009}   Monday morning..

Well, it was a long weekend. Usually that would be a good thing, but this weekend wasn’t all that great. First off friday wasn’t too bad, but I did have to call the police on my nieghbor’s kids for throwing shit off the overpass up the street. That was illiterate. I don’t understand why people can’t watch their kids it really isn’t that hard and I have 6 2  teens a preteen a 9 and 5 year old and a toddler. It makes it easier when you teach them right from wrong.

Saturday got progressivly worse. First I went out shopping for a bday present for my god son with my mother and youngest sister. That wasn’t so bad didn’t spend too much. Then I went to the bday party for my godson. That was nice. They had a penyata and a lot of nice food. And all the kids where pretty good. Then I went shopping with my mother and youngest sister again. Not as good as the first time, but they didn’t kill each other. lol. They fight more then my kids so it wasn’t really a break from being at home lol. Then came home and colored my hair and hung out with the kids. Then watched Sons of Anarchy with my husband. It was good, but can’t wait for the new season to start. I loved it when Gemma hit that chick with the skate board lol.

Then the drama began. My younger sister got in a fight with her girl and it was horrible the dumb bitch actually hit my sister and of course you know she turned it around like she was the victim. What is wrong with people. She really needs to grow up. I mean this girl has an act that would make Demi Moore look like an ameture. And of course she is so sorry and it will never happen again and she loves my sister. Yea right just a bunch of bull shit.

Then sunday I slept in cause I didn’t get home til like 4 am in the morning. Then took the kids to my mother in laws house to play and have lunch. Then got ready for monday. So it was a slow weekend…



{August 14, 2009}   Friday

It has been as slow as it can get today.. I am beyond bored. I didn’t realize in the least that it was going to be this quiet when the kids went back to school. I only have one at home this year that is my youngest. And he has decided to take naps again. Weird, but ok. And that leaves me with boredom. I can’t do much cause he takes his nap in here with me because he isn’t anymore used to the house being this quiet then I am. But it has been an okay week otherwise. I been trying to catch up on laundry.

My daughter did do something a little odd yesterday. So She comes home from kindergarten and has her homework to do. She has to draw a picture of herself and write her name underneath. lol. So I go over to where she is sitting because she says she is done and look at her picture. Well, it looks nothing like her in anyway shape or form but has her name underneath. Well, I didn’t want to upset her so I told her it was a very pretty picture. She says “Look mom I am Micheal Jackson!” OMG I almost pee’d laughing so hard. I asked her honey who is Micheal Jackson? lmfao she says ” The coolest person ever.” So I have learned that apparently I leave the news on way too often!! lmfao still funny non the less.

I also went to my favorite blog today to catch up on some reading. I haven’t been able to get on for a while as I have been so busy with the kids home. Well, lexi has pulled her blog and the email addy she left doesn’t work :( so I am very unhappy I don’t get to read her blog anymore. Makes me very upset :*( And of course I go to another of my favorites and of course it is now password protected. Since when is everyone so worried people are going to see what they write. I mean come on it’s the internet. Obviously people have been reading your writing all that time whats done is done why block it now :(   So I just give up on my interesting reads.

I should start the new Sherrilyn Kenyon novel I got off amazon the other day. Devil May Cry. It is suppose to be really good, but I haven’t started it yet. I still don’t think it will measure up to Acheron though. That was just a damn good book. There is no topping that one.



{August 14, 2009}   friday..

Where is your Mother?  Work

Where is your Father? Work

 Do you like to swim? Yes

 do you need to return anyones phone call? Not that I remember. 

 Where were you born? Richmond

 Where do you keep your birth certificate? None ya business.. 

 How many days until your birthday? 205 I think

 What is the closest orange object to you? Lap top

Have you sneezed in the past hour? Yes 3 times

How many books are in your room? A lot

What did you last eat? BBQ

Who is your favorite teacher of all time? Mr Moss

Name one of your goals for this year? Better my credit

What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in? Wrecked a stolen car

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died? no

What does your 9th message on your phone say? AOL NEWS ALERT

Look to your left. What’s there? A chair

Ever pop someone else’s pimple? Hell no

How long does it take you to fall asleep? asap
Are you scared about the end of the world? No

Is there a TV in the room you are in? Yeppers

What are you looking forward to? Weekend

What comes to your mind when I say red? My pillow

What other language do you want to be fluent in? Celtic

Do you crack your neck often? Nope

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time? no

Is it possible to lick your elbow? hell no

Worst feeling in the world? loss

What’s your current favorite commercial? NONE

Name something you think is pointless? Post it notes

Favorite fast food restaurant? Lone star

Have you ever been in a fist fight? Yes

Would you concider yourself as a pyro? Nope

Did you have a weird dream last night? I don’t dream

Do you wish at 11:11? I used to

Do surveys really cure boredom? Hell no..



{August 11, 2009}   Back to School

Back to school. The quietest time of year for me, and even quieter this year. This year I only have my youngest at home. He is a very quiet little boy easily occupied so I am not used to this quiet and alone time he is offering me. So of course this is allowing me to go back to blogging and such. In which brings me to a few topics today.

First, our children. Yesterday was my youngest little girls first day of kindergarten. It was very hard on me. I didn’t have a clue what to think. All I could think is with all the lapses in our school system and society today, they where going to lose my little girl. And of course that would me hell to pay for the school ;) Of course it turned out to be a good day. She loves school and was more than eager to go back today. She rides the bus and even enjoyed that. I hope this joy of school lasts longer than my other children whome all have no joy for school. Dread the coming of school. But that is every normal childs reaction right? lol. So as my little man sits on the sofa playing quietly with his little toy hot wheels I have made great use of this time to get my house in order and enjoy time with my new MP3 player in one ear. whoohoo!! :)

My other topic today….Relationships/exrelationships. I want to put a little advice out there for everyone… More of a thought than anything. Just because you can/could doesn’t mean you should. Take it how you want it….

:)



{June 23, 2009}   Jon and Kate Plus 8

I know it has been a while but I feel the need to bitch and complain about this Jon and Kate shit. We have all heard the rumors fly and what Jon and Kate are saying on this situation. I firmly believe they need to both get over themselves and seek help on their marriage before dissolving it. By giving up on eachother they are giving up and making life harder on their children. No one realizes how hard marriage problems are on children and the toll it takes on them. They should be forced to go through some sort of counceling and parenting classes before dissolving it. And all this media is horrible on the poor kids. Their whole lives is in front of a camera and I think that is what killed this marriage. Niether realize what they are doing is wrong.  Hind sight is 20/20 and most people who survive a divorce in the end look back and see the things they could have done differently to resolve things.

Once you have kids especially that many it isn’t about you anymore. It’s not just your marriage anymore. It becomes your family. And pulling out on it breaks the most important bond your child needs.

Now I am not saying all divorces are bad. Some are just. Some just can’t be resolved for whatever reason, but it is your job as a parent to do everything in your power to hold things together for them..



{May 21, 2009}   Adoption

I was reading an interesting article tody on aol news. A woman found her lost brother living across the street. Her mother had given birth in 1977 and gave the baby up for adoption. She later had more children and didn’t not hide the fact they had a brother out there somewhere. For years that mother and her children looked for the son and brother. One day the daughter talking to her nieghor from a across the street and found he was adopted and a lot of key points added up. They went for a DNA and there he was her brother. He is very excited to meet his mother and family. When reporters spoke to his adoptive family and such they where very excited for him.

Here is my topic. How do the adoptive family really feel? Aren’t they the least bit worried about this family stepping in on their child. The child they raised and called son. The son that called them mother and father? Aren’t they upset about this change in their lives. I understand I probly sound selfish but honestly what is it with these parents that walk away wash their hands of a situation and then change there mind after the childs life is calm and normal and ok. Don’t they think about how hurtful it is to the person who has filled in for them all that time. I dunno just my thoughts.



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